I'm Sorry.. but it doesn't make any sense

Hi hi! this one is gonna be the first one, totally typed in english, if I mistake while I'm doing it (grammar) just get over it, english is my second language and even though I know how to speak/write it, even in Spanish I commit mistakes so.. you know.

As you know, now I got a job at a Call Center, and I'm improving my english since then. I have to tell you that I'm having some problems with everyone and everything, example.. the project manager, I won't type her GOD DAMN NAME, and my emotional mood isn't steady as always -wtf- I mean, I've been feeling weird lately (that sounded gay.. indeed), but I think it's because I haven't seen her for a LONG TIME, yeah.. maybe a month and a half, but ahm.. it can't be helped, her parents are angry with me for no reason, her best friend (which is a girl too) hates me and I didn't do nothing =S THIS IS MADNESS!

.. to change the topic of the post, just to talk about something else, this time it would be the dead of Michael Jackson, yep! The King of Pop, suddenly he suffered a cardiac arrest =O that's scary, he was just 50, younger than my mom, I mean if you're a "STAR" so popular worldwide, why you have to die when you're fifty! yes! half a century.. This is BLASPHEMY lol too much Leonidas and 300.

I'm 19 yep! proud of myself, a very patient human being.. but kind of selfish sometimes, but that's me! so you.. the one who's reading this, look into my eyes, tell me what you see? can you feel my pain? are you my enemy? look into my life, let me ask you this, you know what hunger is? when I've made up my mind.. I'd rather die than livin' like a dog.. the strugglin' we live nobody really know. I know the world doesn't know, what kind of things people like me have to do, to survive, to try to be a GREAT person.. yep! I'm talkin' 'bout $$$. All the things I want aren't enough to satisfy my needs =) I'm a problem that will never be solved =S

bye bye.. My mom want to sleep and I'm still on the PC writing this shit down... I'll be WATCHING YOU

World will look up and shout "Save us" and I'll whisper.. "no"...